with or without me.. the world still spins.

sorry for all the emo-ness in my blog for the past few days. maybe im too affected by things that happen and not realised how blessed i was. maybe i got suncken in too hard by all the things that i thought went wrong that i falied to realise that how many ppl really care for and love me.

firstly, i know who is 'desire!' cos i can check ip address :) anyway, thanks so much for telling how much i matter to the world. you rock. maybe if we werent childhood friends i would have fallen for you x) clarissah. thanks too. you seldom tag on blogs. but when you do, i know you really care. same to all the others. keng, you seem to not care bout me, but ultimately you still do. thankyou so much. jasmine, yesyes. we are full of choices and everything would just be alright. i was really glad that i had you to understand wad am i going thru cos you are too. i feel so blessed. really. im sure you'll be just fine as well. to one and all who read and cared for deanna, i really wanna say a truthful thankyou. i realise that i have been too caught up with myself that i failed to see the good that others are trying to do to me. i really love you guys.

work hard for the exams dears. we will all promote tgt. no one will be left behind. im sure we'll make it. no worries. lastly, im here to declare that my life will no longer be lonely. i will not emo so badly anymore. cos i know.. there are more than relationships.

anyway.. i plan to work in club/pub as live band (keybaord or double bass) for part time next year and i've got approval from mummy! haha. yeah. so anyone with the lobang must tell me arh! :)

deanna has found her goal in life. finally. tell you guys next time.
i'd rather be loved than to love. i'd rather stay in my comfort zone. and im happy and contented.
muacks.

*ps. if you're reading my blog and is hopping to see how i emo and hurt myself.. im sorry! its not going to happen at rainthatneverstops.blogspot.com anymore.

love you guys truck loads.
**back to studying :)