yesturday was fine.
brian cheng had his dragonboat matches. so as usual we will go down and see him race cos he said he'll win medals. he really did anyway. won sliver for tiertiary and plate gold for mixed. in another words, they obviously trashed NY which claimed to have burnt their whole weekend. HAHAHA! the conclusion as to why they could win was that RP didnt have so much to study compared. thats true! but MR500 didnt really end well. it ended with a heavy pour and not all the matches managed to finish in time. but well. good job guys! *even if NY didnt win, i could tell that they have surely improved alot. so do keep up the good work! :D
after that went to buy groceries and went home to eat bbq! YAY! it was my perfectt suggestion yupp. ate and drank like 2 cups of volka (forgetting that i have school the next day =.=) slept like pig. HAHAH!
today is a good day.
although i scared mummy out of her wits by waking up at 730 and telling her meimei had school at 740 when both of them are still sleeping. HAHA!. i rescued you okayy! mm. den i went back to sleep till ike 8? den i went school with a hangover! HAHAH! and took 2 photos with yuanjun that i concluded that ive very big eyes. HAHAH! but still, felt tired the whole day. after emoing at maths, went home. slept till like 8 den woke up den eat din din. HHAHHA! i manageed to sleep alot. thats why its called a good day.
i just realised that there's literature assignment 3 to be done on thursday. literature work load really alot luhh. its like 2 subjects instead of 1 cos there are 2 teachers teaching at the same time instead of one. so which means work also X2. so stressful. i managed to complete maths and i seriously understood every single question okayy. HAHAH! all thanks man! to the saviour. HAHHA!. there's econs test that is coming up on week 5 on demand and supply. i must own that test! thats my target luhh. but its always the other way round. but i'll just try my best and study thou. mm. oh talking about literature. im here to report my results. for assignment 1, i didnt really do very well. got like 32/50. but it has to be converted to over 30. so its like ard 19.2? the second assignment i got 17/25? its supposed to be converted to over 20. so its.. 13.2. assignment 3 has not been done yet. so 19.2+13.2=31.4/50 which is 62.8 which is like C going to be B! comeon man. lit is easy to pass hard to score. im gonna maintain this throughout man. i hope. HAHAH! happy happy. but now there's assignment 3. and peter kellet took super long to give back our test paper. he was like the first to give test but the last to return it back to us. i think he's slacking. idk. i just got a feeling. we ask him qns he just like fuyan us or sth. and thats not very encouraging. so me and gena (i hope she rmbs) are going to write an essay first den ask him to help us mark. if he dunwan den we're just gonna beg mr sequiera to help us. :D
there's co tmr at like wad 6-8? so i guess i'm going to spend the break time doing that essay. i alr finished like my econs one alr. so yeah. im gonna prepare for the gp one tmr and also richard test on wednesday. so stress. i was talking to ryna that day. and i told her, i spend maybe ard 5-6 hours each day extra to study on my own and she was like OMGGGGGGGGGG. huh. i think cos of the ideology bahh. retain alr den must make full use of the year. correct? HAHAH!. so which means im more chiong than the j2s which is a good sign for me and a very bad sign for them. im keeping up well with school work and staying slightly advanced of the others except for maths. i really cant do maths. wow. but i shall still try. im on talking terms with log and ln alr anyway. HAHA!
mummy' s out to buy macs. im going to continue researching before she comes back and distracts me with food. HAHAH!
i need to get a life soon. i cant have flowers as my best friend!
Monday, March 30, 2009
Thursday, March 26, 2009
CAROL ANN DUFFY LOVES ORANGES
i've been losing sleep for no reason. came home today tired. but now, im very very awake when im supposed to sleep. i've no idea wads up with my life. i got a feeling that im chionging too much of my work that it stresses me far to much. but.. i dunno. if i dont study now, when? i gotta change the teacher's impression of me of the "not studying kid". i am determined to study and do well okay. rmb the running shoe logic? hahah! at least i do rmb it myself. but oh well, its once again for me to prove it.
things have been fine these days. im going through school life well and copping up with my work and im constantly trying to keep the lead (that retainees are supposed to have over studies). it tough, cos when everyone else has time to digress, ive to continue studying. but its okay. 4As! ive managed to convince myself that getting 4As are not really impossible after having spend 3 years in jc. have to make the extra year worthwhile you see.
i wanted to read coral ann since i cant sleep. but i cant tell wad she is trying to write in her poems! so ive to go online to check. yupp. so im here, ending up blogging and playing texas on facebook. oh anyway. i lost ard 60000 chips in 1 day and now im earning it back slowly. mm. ive got ard 28000 now? thats so pathetic but nvm. better than nth. texas has been the best companion so far i guess. it patience, strategy and somthing else. i dont know wad. well. at least i dont lose real money. its in chips and i can get 2000 free chips everyday that i log in to play. so its really alright to lose sometimes. while waiting for opponents to think and bid, ive time to think also. not just about poker, but also other things. and one thing that ive came to a conclusion is that...
i realise i shouldnt look so much into my heart. follow the mind. listen to the heart. listen, but judge from the mind and at the very end, take the decision of the mind. only by constantly doing this, will a be able to manage family, friends, chinese orchestra, studies, unreasonable teachers and peers sometimes. daddy is perhaps corret. move a step back and you'll really see more of the sky. sometimes being so stubborn gets you no where. last year, i insisted that i can study and play hard at the same time. i suffered. well. i got punished for my willfulness. i can talk to my friends more about school work other than gossips. it is still able to keep us connected. i can talk to my family with more patience and less quarrels will occur. and they'll be more understanding to my need to spend lots of time in school and on studies. i can tolerate and forgive the unreasonable to make myself happier, and lighter without the burdens of others. its all within a decision.
now as i look back. it all seemed like a dream.
and this wasnt a very bad nor very good dream so far. i loved some parts of this dream but dreaded others. but this part of life and growing up isnt it? mummy always say that im far from growing up. it think so. but im trying. i may take a longer time to realise it and to grow. but eventually i know i will. i will!
we will have to go through hard times to enjoy the fruits.
now.. i only want to do well in mid years (at least "C" in all subjects) and for CO to do well. though i only joined this year, i stil want to do well. because i put in effort and i saw the efforts that were put in from others as well. gold with honours. its a dream. but dreams do come true. and we know we deserve it.
just like how a rainbow will form after a heavy downpour and how the sky is always darkest before dawn, i know my good days are coming. i just know it.
.awaits.
things have been fine these days. im going through school life well and copping up with my work and im constantly trying to keep the lead (that retainees are supposed to have over studies). it tough, cos when everyone else has time to digress, ive to continue studying. but its okay. 4As! ive managed to convince myself that getting 4As are not really impossible after having spend 3 years in jc. have to make the extra year worthwhile you see.
i wanted to read coral ann since i cant sleep. but i cant tell wad she is trying to write in her poems! so ive to go online to check. yupp. so im here, ending up blogging and playing texas on facebook. oh anyway. i lost ard 60000 chips in 1 day and now im earning it back slowly. mm. ive got ard 28000 now? thats so pathetic but nvm. better than nth. texas has been the best companion so far i guess. it patience, strategy and somthing else. i dont know wad. well. at least i dont lose real money. its in chips and i can get 2000 free chips everyday that i log in to play. so its really alright to lose sometimes. while waiting for opponents to think and bid, ive time to think also. not just about poker, but also other things. and one thing that ive came to a conclusion is that...
i realise i shouldnt look so much into my heart. follow the mind. listen to the heart. listen, but judge from the mind and at the very end, take the decision of the mind. only by constantly doing this, will a be able to manage family, friends, chinese orchestra, studies, unreasonable teachers and peers sometimes. daddy is perhaps corret. move a step back and you'll really see more of the sky. sometimes being so stubborn gets you no where. last year, i insisted that i can study and play hard at the same time. i suffered. well. i got punished for my willfulness. i can talk to my friends more about school work other than gossips. it is still able to keep us connected. i can talk to my family with more patience and less quarrels will occur. and they'll be more understanding to my need to spend lots of time in school and on studies. i can tolerate and forgive the unreasonable to make myself happier, and lighter without the burdens of others. its all within a decision.
now as i look back. it all seemed like a dream.
and this wasnt a very bad nor very good dream so far. i loved some parts of this dream but dreaded others. but this part of life and growing up isnt it? mummy always say that im far from growing up. it think so. but im trying. i may take a longer time to realise it and to grow. but eventually i know i will. i will!
we will have to go through hard times to enjoy the fruits.
now.. i only want to do well in mid years (at least "C" in all subjects) and for CO to do well. though i only joined this year, i stil want to do well. because i put in effort and i saw the efforts that were put in from others as well. gold with honours. its a dream. but dreams do come true. and we know we deserve it.
just like how a rainbow will form after a heavy downpour and how the sky is always darkest before dawn, i know my good days are coming. i just know it.
.awaits.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
nostalgic.
looking back at whythis blog started.
it wad because i miss someone and hi's departure from my world was simply too hard for me to take it alone. i never understood how impt it was till then it was to express how we really feel. now as i read all those posts, those mold memories come back. and i've no idea how to handle them.
its so hard to say goodbye. even after 1 year.
sometimes we put up walls not to keep others away, but to see who cares enough to break them down. who shall?
time and time again this happens. when ever am i able to get out of this entirely? when will i be able to leave your world completely? when will you completely leave me alone? ><>
its time to say goodbye.
with sheer determination.
to look into my future.
it wad because i miss someone and hi's departure from my world was simply too hard for me to take it alone. i never understood how impt it was till then it was to express how we really feel. now as i read all those posts, those mold memories come back. and i've no idea how to handle them.
its so hard to say goodbye. even after 1 year.
sometimes we put up walls not to keep others away, but to see who cares enough to break them down. who shall?
time and time again this happens. when ever am i able to get out of this entirely? when will i be able to leave your world completely? when will you completely leave me alone? ><>
its time to say goodbye.
with sheer determination.
to look into my future.
dahh holls.
i was doing work almost the whole day. if was counted to be a whole day. 1 plus to 7 plus.
woke up at 9 plus slept back. 12 plus slept back and finally woke up at 1 plus. went downstairs for lunch. after that i wento embark on my work. like lit gp econs and all. wanted to mug maths but couldnt cause i need a tutor. ><>
after that i went to download some notes for richard. ive decided to make him my best friend. this is the only way i can do well for him. HAHAH! mm. i finished reading the notes and also finished reading oranges are not the only fruits. but i still have no idea why are they not the only fruits. but yah.. i dont know. i need some explanations.
for all i know. it was time to go fo tang alr. so yeah. went. bored. bored. bored.
home sweet home.
woke up at 9 plus slept back. 12 plus slept back and finally woke up at 1 plus. went downstairs for lunch. after that i wento embark on my work. like lit gp econs and all. wanted to mug maths but couldnt cause i need a tutor. ><>
after that i went to download some notes for richard. ive decided to make him my best friend. this is the only way i can do well for him. HAHAH! mm. i finished reading the notes and also finished reading oranges are not the only fruits. but i still have no idea why are they not the only fruits. but yah.. i dont know. i need some explanations.
for all i know. it was time to go fo tang alr. so yeah. went. bored. bored. bored.
home sweet home.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
I NEVER WANTED TO LOSE YOU
i saw this at sebastian's blog and i thought it would be fun trying it out. so yeah. :D
im supposed to think of 21 random names ans ans the qns that follow.
1)kai jia
2)gena
3) sebastian
4) yuan jun
5) germanine
6) eunice
7) jasmine
8) ryna
9) zhen hao
10) yida
11) daniel
12) clarissa
13) brian
14)joseph
15) farzanah
16) en xin
17) thomas
18)stacy
19) kai jie
20) chun kiat
21) yee en
-how did you meet 7 ?
(jasmine) j1 last year in NYJC. we were in the same class.
-What would you do if you and 15 had never met?
(farzanah) i would have 1 good friend less to do corny stuff with me.
-What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
chun kiat & kaijia) i would die laughing.! HAHAH!
-Have you ever seen 17 cry?
(thomas) NO. i think its gonna be awkward to see him cry . lol
-Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
(yuan jun & enxin) HAHAH! they make a good couple. im sure! :D
-Do you want to be 13's friend forever?
(brian) i dont mind at all. my god brother anyway!
-Do you think 11 is attractive?
(daniel) maybe. in his own way i guess.
-What's 5's favorite color?
(germaine) red i think. if i didnt rmb wrongly.
-When was the last time you talked to 9?
(zhen hao) ytd? after co and he was having council camp.
-What language does 8 speak?
(ryna) english and abit of chinese.
-Who is 13 going out with?
(brian) i dont know! there are so many of them! XD
-What grade is 16 in?
(en xin) j1 this year :D
-Would you ever date 17?
(thomas) i dont think so?
-Where does 18 live?
(stacy) woodlands i guess.
-What is the best thing about 4?
(yuan jun) she's an awesome friend that is very loyal.
-What would you like to tell 10 right now?
(yida) stop flirting ard so much!
-What is the best thing about 20?
(chun kiat) he is a very nice person who is very kind :D
-Have you ever kissed 2?
(gena) ive tried i guess. but i didnt succeed OOPS!
-What's the best memory you have of 5?
(germaine) she is getting prettier by the day.
-When's the next time you're going to see 4?
(yuan jun) tmr? i think she's coming to see poodle tmr.
-How is 7 different from 6?
(jasmine & yuanjun) jasmine plays alot and eunice doesnt?
-Is 2 pretty?
(gena) yes. in her own ways. pretty in the inside. im serious.
-What was your first impression of 15!
(farzanah) a very sporting person.:D
-How did you meet 3?
(sebastian) in CO first den in the same class this year. <3
-Is 15 your best friend?
(farzanah) good friends maybe.
-Do you hate 12?
(clarissa) no! obviously not!
-Have you seen 18 in the last month?
(stacy) yes. almost everyday in school. in fact i just saw her ytd.
-When was the last time you saw 16?
(eunice) last friday i think..
-Have you been to 5's house?
(germaine) YES. :D
-When's the next time you'l see 10?
(yida) when school reopens next monday maybe?
-Are you close to 11?
(danial) oh wow. he;s my sister and im his brother :D
-Have you been to the movies with 4?
(yuan jun) yeah. slumpdog milionaire. tgt with 0937 as well. :D
-Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
(ryna) nope. but we've gotten into trouble tgt before.
-Would you hug 19?
(kai jie) maybe. if we get gold with honors for co this year. :D
-When have you lied to 3?
(sebastian) now at this moment, telling him im fine when im not?
-Is 11 good at socializing?
(daniel) yes. he's best at that man. HAHAHAH!
-Do you know a secret about 8?
(ryna) i dont know ehhh..
-Describe the relationship between 12 and 18.
( clarissa & stacy) no relationship. both: pretty.
-What's the best thing about your friendship with 9?
(zhen hao) he's like an elder brother. always taking care of me :D thank you darling!
-What's the worst thing about 6?
(eunice) when she goes crazy there;s nth we can do to stop her.
-Have you ever had a crush on 12?
(clarissa) err no. but i always have this feeling that she's a wonderful friend.
-How long have you known 2?
(gena) less than 2 months?
-Have you ever been in a fight with 13?
(brian) yes. a very horrible one. HAHAHAHAH!
-Does 11 have a bf/gf?
(daniel) oops! NO!.
-Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face?
(kaijia) maybe? HAHAH! no lahh.
-Has 21 met your mother?
(yee en) yes! she's my best buddy!
-How did you meet 11?
(daniel) same as jasmine? last year when we were enrolled into the same class.
-Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?
(sebastian) errm. YES. accidentally and on purpose. HAHA.
-Do you live close to 7?
(jasmine) NO! she stays in the east. and im like stuck in serangoon. HAHA
-What is 8's favorite food?
(ryna) frolicks maybe? im not so sure. cant really rmb.
-What kind of car does 1 have?
(kaijia) a bicycle? HAHAHAH! i dont know.
-Have you traveled anywhere with 9?
(zhen hao) i dont think so. just ard singapore maybe.
-If you gave 14 $100, what would he/she spend it on?
(joseph) he'll most likely save it. idk. he wants to buy alot of stuff.
okayy. im finally done. i almost died trying to do all the questions. HAHAHAHAHAH!.
im supposed to think of 21 random names ans ans the qns that follow.
1)kai jia
2)gena
3) sebastian
4) yuan jun
5) germanine
6) eunice
7) jasmine
8) ryna
9) zhen hao
10) yida
11) daniel
12) clarissa
13) brian
14)joseph
15) farzanah
16) en xin
17) thomas
18)stacy
19) kai jie
20) chun kiat
21) yee en
-how did you meet 7 ?
(jasmine) j1 last year in NYJC. we were in the same class.
-What would you do if you and 15 had never met?
(farzanah) i would have 1 good friend less to do corny stuff with me.
-What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
chun kiat & kaijia) i would die laughing.! HAHAH!
-Have you ever seen 17 cry?
(thomas) NO. i think its gonna be awkward to see him cry . lol
-Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
(yuan jun & enxin) HAHAH! they make a good couple. im sure! :D
-Do you want to be 13's friend forever?
(brian) i dont mind at all. my god brother anyway!
-Do you think 11 is attractive?
(daniel) maybe. in his own way i guess.
-What's 5's favorite color?
(germaine) red i think. if i didnt rmb wrongly.
-When was the last time you talked to 9?
(zhen hao) ytd? after co and he was having council camp.
-What language does 8 speak?
(ryna) english and abit of chinese.
-Who is 13 going out with?
(brian) i dont know! there are so many of them! XD
-What grade is 16 in?
(en xin) j1 this year :D
-Would you ever date 17?
(thomas) i dont think so?
-Where does 18 live?
(stacy) woodlands i guess.
-What is the best thing about 4?
(yuan jun) she's an awesome friend that is very loyal.
-What would you like to tell 10 right now?
(yida) stop flirting ard so much!
-What is the best thing about 20?
(chun kiat) he is a very nice person who is very kind :D
-Have you ever kissed 2?
(gena) ive tried i guess. but i didnt succeed OOPS!
-What's the best memory you have of 5?
(germaine) she is getting prettier by the day.
-When's the next time you're going to see 4?
(yuan jun) tmr? i think she's coming to see poodle tmr.
-How is 7 different from 6?
(jasmine & yuanjun) jasmine plays alot and eunice doesnt?
-Is 2 pretty?
(gena) yes. in her own ways. pretty in the inside. im serious.
-What was your first impression of 15!
(farzanah) a very sporting person.:D
-How did you meet 3?
(sebastian) in CO first den in the same class this year. <3
-Is 15 your best friend?
(farzanah) good friends maybe.
-Do you hate 12?
(clarissa) no! obviously not!
-Have you seen 18 in the last month?
(stacy) yes. almost everyday in school. in fact i just saw her ytd.
-When was the last time you saw 16?
(eunice) last friday i think..
-Have you been to 5's house?
(germaine) YES. :D
-When's the next time you'l see 10?
(yida) when school reopens next monday maybe?
-Are you close to 11?
(danial) oh wow. he;s my sister and im his brother :D
-Have you been to the movies with 4?
(yuan jun) yeah. slumpdog milionaire. tgt with 0937 as well. :D
-Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
(ryna) nope. but we've gotten into trouble tgt before.
-Would you hug 19?
(kai jie) maybe. if we get gold with honors for co this year. :D
-When have you lied to 3?
(sebastian) now at this moment, telling him im fine when im not?
-Is 11 good at socializing?
(daniel) yes. he's best at that man. HAHAHAH!
-Do you know a secret about 8?
(ryna) i dont know ehhh..
-Describe the relationship between 12 and 18.
( clarissa & stacy) no relationship. both: pretty.
-What's the best thing about your friendship with 9?
(zhen hao) he's like an elder brother. always taking care of me :D thank you darling!
-What's the worst thing about 6?
(eunice) when she goes crazy there;s nth we can do to stop her.
-Have you ever had a crush on 12?
(clarissa) err no. but i always have this feeling that she's a wonderful friend.
-How long have you known 2?
(gena) less than 2 months?
-Have you ever been in a fight with 13?
(brian) yes. a very horrible one. HAHAHAHAH!
-Does 11 have a bf/gf?
(daniel) oops! NO!.
-Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face?
(kaijia) maybe? HAHAH! no lahh.
-Has 21 met your mother?
(yee en) yes! she's my best buddy!
-How did you meet 11?
(daniel) same as jasmine? last year when we were enrolled into the same class.
-Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?
(sebastian) errm. YES. accidentally and on purpose. HAHA.
-Do you live close to 7?
(jasmine) NO! she stays in the east. and im like stuck in serangoon. HAHA
-What is 8's favorite food?
(ryna) frolicks maybe? im not so sure. cant really rmb.
-What kind of car does 1 have?
(kaijia) a bicycle? HAHAHAH! i dont know.
-Have you traveled anywhere with 9?
(zhen hao) i dont think so. just ard singapore maybe.
-If you gave 14 $100, what would he/she spend it on?
(joseph) he'll most likely save it. idk. he wants to buy alot of stuff.
okayy. im finally done. i almost died trying to do all the questions. HAHAHAHAHAH!.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
flowers; my best friend
there's a hidden meaning as to why my blog title is such. but im not allowed to say it :D
went co today superrrrrrr early. you know why. and im super tired alr..
but i came to know about the story of the hello kitty lunch box, the flowers and had lots of laughter with the bubble tea :D sounds wierd. but you know what i mean uhhh. :) hahah!
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went badminton with everyone else and i decided to pretend to be emo. and take emo photos. HAHA!
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went co today superrrrrrr early. you know why. and im super tired alr..
but i came to know about the story of the hello kitty lunch box, the flowers and had lots of laughter with the bubble tea :D sounds wierd. but you know what i mean uhhh. :) hahah!
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went badminton with everyone else and i decided to pretend to be emo. and take emo photos. HAHA!
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my mum's car died on her and we had to wait for rescue. waited and went home.
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so now,
home sweet home.
im gonna sleep. break camp soon. nights.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
THE ONE
IM HERE TO PROUDLY ANNOUCE THAT GENA TAN LIXIN AND HER FRIEND WON THE 'THE ONE'!
IM SUPER PROUD OF YOU MAN. ANITA TOO. NOWI THINK MY CLASS ROCKS. EVERYINE IS SO TALENTED.
HERE ARE THE PLANS FOR 'THE ONE 2010'
WE CAN HAVE TO LEAD SINGERS: ANITA & GENA.
FOR THE BAND, SEBASTIAN CAN PLAY THE DRUM, GABRIEL CAN PLAY THE KEYBOARD, HAOQI, XINGYI AND OTHERS WHO CAN PLAY THE GUITAR CAN PLAY THE GUITAR. AND THE REST OF THE CLASS CAN CHEER! THIS IS SO COOL LUH. EVERYONE IS SO TALENTED PLEASE..
IM SORRY GENA AND ANNIE.. DIDNT MAKE IT TO SEE YOU. BUT YOU DID A GOOD JOB. ANITA YOU DID A GOOD JOB TOO! YOU GIRLS MAKE ME FEEL SO PROUD OF YOU AND THE CLASS! LOVE YA BABES!
YAY! 0937.
IM SUPER PROUD OF YOU MAN. ANITA TOO. NOWI THINK MY CLASS ROCKS. EVERYINE IS SO TALENTED.
HERE ARE THE PLANS FOR 'THE ONE 2010'
WE CAN HAVE TO LEAD SINGERS: ANITA & GENA.
FOR THE BAND, SEBASTIAN CAN PLAY THE DRUM, GABRIEL CAN PLAY THE KEYBOARD, HAOQI, XINGYI AND OTHERS WHO CAN PLAY THE GUITAR CAN PLAY THE GUITAR. AND THE REST OF THE CLASS CAN CHEER! THIS IS SO COOL LUH. EVERYONE IS SO TALENTED PLEASE..
IM SORRY GENA AND ANNIE.. DIDNT MAKE IT TO SEE YOU. BUT YOU DID A GOOD JOB. ANITA YOU DID A GOOD JOB TOO! YOU GIRLS MAKE ME FEEL SO PROUD OF YOU AND THE CLASS! LOVE YA BABES!
YAY! 0937.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
UNDERGOING RETARDATION
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it felt like i was undergoing retardation these days. my mind keeps going backwards and im having such a hard time pushing it towards the future. talked to many ppl and realised that everyone has moved on. but was kinda happy actually.
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today in school was crap. though did not have many lessons, it was pure boring. during assembly, i got high on invisible drugs and started harassing everyone and apparently, they all feaked out. but right after that, i got so sleepy in history that he has to pinch me to keep me awake. (maybe cos i slept at 4 last morning). after that came econs. its so hard to concentrate and we ended up writing song lyrics. but i still understood wad mrs roy was trying to teach. ive gone through it once alr afterall. i was really sleepy but had to do the decorations for the classroom. so had no choice, went to the next classroom. and like ard 330? another class came and we had to leave. -.- so sad. completed the whole thing and went walkwalk with him ard the school. felt so much better. and he sent me home. thats it. HAHA! :D
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now im so tired. but i just uploaded the photos from my phone. it has been 3295923405213430198496 years ago since i uploaded photos.
clam ocean. thats wad my name means and thats wad i should be. but now i need a shoulder. .im tired.
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tmr will be the day. idk if it really is. but i hope everything will be fine. jiayou.
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winter. autumn. summer. spring.
all of them at the same time. i need to rest.
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
NO MORE GREY ZONE
I USED TO THINK THIS WAS NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN.
I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD FEEL LIKE THAT.
BUT WADEVER THE CASE.
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NOW ITS TIME TO DRAW A CLEAR LINE.
ITS JUST BLACK AND WHITE AND NO MORE GRAY ZONES.
I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD FEEL LIKE THAT.
BUT WADEVER THE CASE.
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NOW ITS TIME TO DRAW A CLEAR LINE.
ITS JUST BLACK AND WHITE AND NO MORE GRAY ZONES.
Monday, March 9, 2009
i think of you
I miss you babe
girl i know i been busy didn't get to talk
but don't let your head play them games with your heart
its been a little crazy doing what i do
but i just cant wait to get home with you
i know its been hard me not being there
baby i don't want you thinking that i don't really care
and i know that your feeling like i'm being unfair
but your love is with me everywhere
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when i dream i think of you
breath i think of you
all day i think of you
give all my love to you my baby woo
swear its true all
i do is think of you
when i pray i think of you
far away i think of you
all day i think of you
my heart belongs to you my baby woo
yes its true all
i do is think of you
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always say i love you before i go to sleep
if i die before i'm awake then i take your love with me
every second i'm away from you feels like misery
cuz i know where i really want to be
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i know its been hard me not being there
baby i don't want you thinking that i don't really care
and i know that your feeling like i'm being unfair
but your love is with me everywhere
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what do you do when you love someone so much
you'll do almost anything just for one touch
trying to make an excuse just to get away
that's the way i feel about you baby when i leave
do you know what i go through
it makes me cry every time cuz i miss you
and i hope you feel the same way to cause all
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this song is so touching. you should go catch it. taj jackson.
INSPIRED
BEING INSPIRED TO BLOG IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT MIGHT NOT BE A VERY GOOD THING TO DO.
I JUST WENT ON FACEBOOK TO PLAY TEXAS AND I LOST LIKE 6000CHIPS? WHICH BROUGHT ME BACK TO SQURE ONE. DISCOVERED THAT I WILL JUST LOSE EVERYTHING IF I KEPT ON PLAYING. SO I DECIDED TO FACEBOOK HOP. TO MY SURPRISE, ALOT OF MY PRIMARY SCHOOL MATES ARE ARD! SO OBVIOUSLY I WENT TO TALK TO THEM. I MEAN WRITE ON THEIR WALLS. MUST REPLY ME OKAY. MISS YOU GUYS.
AND I REALISED, ALOT OF MY FRIENDS BECAME SO SO SO SO SO SO SO PRETTY! OMG! REBEKAH IS FREAKING PRETTY NOW I SWEAR. NOT JUST PRETTY BUT HOT. HMMS. THE OTHERS TOO. GERMAINE FOO! YOU BETTER START ASKING ME OUT! YAPKAIJIA STOP CALLING ME BITCH! YOU'RE ALL JUST GETTING PRETTIER BY THE DAY. I SERIOUSLY MEAN IT OKAY! HMM. WHO ELSE. OH I RMBED. CHEWPIN ALSO. BUT I DONT HINK SHE'LL FIND HER WAY HERE. BUT SHE'S SO CUTE NOW. STILL GO ALOT ALOT ALOT I SWEAR. BUT AS USUAL, IM LAZY.
EVERYONE SO PRETTY.AND IM LIKE STUCK HERE LOOKING LIKE A PRIMARY SCHOOL KID. OHMY.
IM GOING TO SLEEP. THIS SO DEPRESSING. AND OHYAH! IM GETTING FATTER BY THE DAY! IDK WHY. BUT I DONT CARE ANYWAY. WHEN I GET FAT, I'LL HAVE THE EXCUSE TO RE-DO/ RE-STICK MY CABINET :)
NIGHTS.
I JUST WENT ON FACEBOOK TO PLAY TEXAS AND I LOST LIKE 6000CHIPS? WHICH BROUGHT ME BACK TO SQURE ONE. DISCOVERED THAT I WILL JUST LOSE EVERYTHING IF I KEPT ON PLAYING. SO I DECIDED TO FACEBOOK HOP. TO MY SURPRISE, ALOT OF MY PRIMARY SCHOOL MATES ARE ARD! SO OBVIOUSLY I WENT TO TALK TO THEM. I MEAN WRITE ON THEIR WALLS. MUST REPLY ME OKAY. MISS YOU GUYS.
AND I REALISED, ALOT OF MY FRIENDS BECAME SO SO SO SO SO SO SO PRETTY! OMG! REBEKAH IS FREAKING PRETTY NOW I SWEAR. NOT JUST PRETTY BUT HOT. HMMS. THE OTHERS TOO. GERMAINE FOO! YOU BETTER START ASKING ME OUT! YAPKAIJIA STOP CALLING ME BITCH! YOU'RE ALL JUST GETTING PRETTIER BY THE DAY. I SERIOUSLY MEAN IT OKAY! HMM. WHO ELSE. OH I RMBED. CHEWPIN ALSO. BUT I DONT HINK SHE'LL FIND HER WAY HERE. BUT SHE'S SO CUTE NOW. STILL GO ALOT ALOT ALOT I SWEAR. BUT AS USUAL, IM LAZY.
EVERYONE SO PRETTY.AND IM LIKE STUCK HERE LOOKING LIKE A PRIMARY SCHOOL KID. OHMY.
IM GOING TO SLEEP. THIS SO DEPRESSING. AND OHYAH! IM GETTING FATTER BY THE DAY! IDK WHY. BUT I DONT CARE ANYWAY. WHEN I GET FAT, I'LL HAVE THE EXCUSE TO RE-DO/ RE-STICK MY CABINET :)
NIGHTS.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
RAINBOW
I SAW THE RAINBOW LIKE FINALLY TODAY AFTER WATCHING SLUMDAG MILLIONAIRE WITH MY CLASS.
THE SHOW WAS AWESOME AND THE RAINBOW TOO.
DID I NOT GO WITH THE CLASS TO WATCH THAT MOVIE, I'D HAVE MISSED THIS RAINBOW TOO!
SO IM HAPPY TODAY.
I AM.
NO DENIAL. BEING HAPPY COS I CHOOSE TO BE.
RAINBOWS. I WONDER IF PPL MAKE WISHES UNDER RAINBOWS LIKE I DID TODAY.
I FELT LIKE A RETARD, BUT IVE GOT A FEELING,
WHEN YOU WISH UPON A RAINBOW, YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE.
I'LL POST THE PICTURES OF THE OH SO AWESOME RAINBOW WHEN MY DREAMS COME TRUE.
MAY THE RAINBOW BLESS ALL ARD MEWITH HEALTH AND WEALTH. AND TO MY J2 DARLINGS. WORK HARD. DON'T GIVE UP. IM NOT GIVING UP. SO CAN'T YOU. FAITH WILL BRING YOU THROUGH. IT WILL BRING ME THROUGH.
I'LL POST OTHER PHOTOS OF 0937 AND ME SOME OTHER TIME. :D
GOONIGHTS.
THE SHOW WAS AWESOME AND THE RAINBOW TOO.
DID I NOT GO WITH THE CLASS TO WATCH THAT MOVIE, I'D HAVE MISSED THIS RAINBOW TOO!
SO IM HAPPY TODAY.
I AM.
NO DENIAL. BEING HAPPY COS I CHOOSE TO BE.
RAINBOWS. I WONDER IF PPL MAKE WISHES UNDER RAINBOWS LIKE I DID TODAY.
I FELT LIKE A RETARD, BUT IVE GOT A FEELING,
WHEN YOU WISH UPON A RAINBOW, YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE.
I'LL POST THE PICTURES OF THE OH SO AWESOME RAINBOW WHEN MY DREAMS COME TRUE.
MAY THE RAINBOW BLESS ALL ARD MEWITH HEALTH AND WEALTH. AND TO MY J2 DARLINGS. WORK HARD. DON'T GIVE UP. IM NOT GIVING UP. SO CAN'T YOU. FAITH WILL BRING YOU THROUGH. IT WILL BRING ME THROUGH.
I'LL POST OTHER PHOTOS OF 0937 AND ME SOME OTHER TIME. :D
GOONIGHTS.
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