this is me. like right now at this moment. i have no idea wads wrong with the bloody school. theres exams and there thay want us to do the bloody PW i&r. its driving me nuts you see. i can stand it. have been chionging econs and abit of sea his during the hols and wanted to do maths today. but bloody! i&r. now im stuck. and i decided to blog instead. this is so so so so screwed up. i dunwan to retain!
talking to yj and as usual will cry. at least this time i know why i cry. but it think i wun ever cry for him anymore. cos i tell myself. wad comes will come. wad doesnt wun come. relationships are not everything and relationship problems are not worth all my attention. no matter how impt the person is to you. there are always more things to do out there in the world. i know what i want and im not going to let things like relationships hinder me. i think i love myself more. i should anyway. i do i think. i dun have to be concerned with wad others tell me cos wads most impt is myself. if i dun love myself no one will love me. right?
in the madness and craziness of studying and piled up work to do i still have the cells to think of such logical stuff. haha! im such a genius. im going back to drown myself again. like again. tsk.
flowers for all the girls; den me? you know i said long before. give me a flower and take my hand..
i dunno why but everytime i look at your photo in my phone my tear will roll.
i dunwan to miss you. but i think i am. i hope you saw the pm i wrote to you.
friends forever.
"i''ll walk the rain with you..."
nights all.
i love you. but i love myself more. deanna, i love you.
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