THE DAYS ARE DRAWING NEAR

ITS INTENSED CO PRACTISING NOW.
AND ALOT OF TIME HAS BEEN SPENT IN SCHOOL PLAYING THAT BIG INSTRUMENT AND GETTING MY HAND ALL SORED AND BLISTERED. IS IT ALL WORTH WHILE? I DONT KNOW EHH. ITS REALLY TAKING UP ALOT OF TIME AND TAKING UP ALOT OF ENERGY. TIRED AND ALL. IS IT ALL WORTHWHILE?
TODAY ZHONGHUA CO WENT FOR THEIR SYF. WENT BACK THAT DAY AND I REALISED THAT THEY WEREN'T AS GOOD AS I THOUGHT THEY WOULD BE. BUT I STILL HOPED THEY COULD HELP US TO ACCOMPLISH OUR HOPE OF GETTING GOLD WITH HONOURS. BUT WELL, IN THE END, THEY GOT GOLD. JOB WELL DONE ANYWAY. YOU GUYS DID YOUR BEST ALR. MM.
NOW THAT WE'VE COME SO FAR.. THERE'S REALLY NTH MUCH TO FALL BACK ON ANYMORE. I HAVE TO CHIONG. THAT ALL I CAN DO. EVEN ITS VERY TOUGH AND TIRING, AND ALL THE BLISTERS HURT TIME AFTER TIME, EVEN MY HAND SHIVERS WHEN WRITING AFTER PRACTICE, I HAVE TO DO IT. CAME THUS FAR. MAYBE MUSIC, CO IS MY WAY OF LIFE INSTEAD OF TENNIS I GUESS. MAYBE I NEVER BELONGED TO THE SPORTS KIND. HAIS. NOW THAT IM IN CO, I FIND THAT IM APPRECIATED, I FIND THAT IM MORE COMFORTABLE HERE. I KNOW I'M IN THE RIGHT PLACE NOW. I SHALL DO MY BEST IN THIS SYF. IM THE BASS SOLOIST YOU KNOW! HAHA!
SOMETIMES WE HAVE TO DEPEND ON OURSELVES TO ACHIEVE OUR GOALS. MUST DEPEND ON MYSELF TO GET GOLD WITH HONORS MYSELF. NANYANG CO MUST JIAYOU. THERE;S SO MUCH I CAN DO. BUT I THINK IF I CAN SETTLE MYSELF AND CELLO SECTION, IM CLOSER TO MY GOAL ALR. THIS IS NOT JUST MY PERSONAL BUT GOALS OF ALOT OF PPL AS WELL. MUST JIAYOU!
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WELL TMR IS A FATEFUL DATE FOR ME. BUT I WILL NOT BE AFFECTED BY IT. 2 YEARS AGO WE WERE COUPLE. I YEAR AGO, I WAS CRYING FOR YOU TO BE BACK. AND THIS YEAR, WE ARE CLEARLY IN OUR OWN WAYS WITH OUR OWN LOVES. AND THAT, TO ME IS STH CONSOLING I GUESS. AT LEAST I'M HAPPIER NOW. I HAVE SOMEONE TO LEAN ON. I HAVE SOMEBODY TO DEPEND ON. I DONT HAVE TO TRY STAND ON MY OWN, I DONT HAVE TO FALL ALONE. I DONT HAVE TO FEAR BEING ALONE ANYMORE. FOR A MOMENT LIKE THIS.. I GUESS THIS HAS BEEN THE BEST TIME EVER. I'VE GOT OVER YOU AND IM NEVER GOING TO FEAR THE COLD NIGHT LIKE I USED TO ANYMORE.
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NOW, ALL I HAVE TO CONCENTRATE IS TO GET MY STUDIES RIGHT, BALANCE IT UP PROPERLY WITH SFY, JAPAN TRIP, FAMILY, FRIENDS AND EMOTIONS. IM FEELING POSITIVE NOW. YES. HAPPY ME. I HAVE A GOAL AND I KNOW HOW TO GET IT ACCOMPLISHED. YES.
OH DID I SAY? I'LL BE GOING TO JAPAN KYUSHU FOR JAPAN TRIP WITH CO DURING THE JUNE HOLS. SO YUPP. HAPPY HAPPY. NEVER BEEN THERE BEFORE. EXCITED. VERY EXCITED (:
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I KNOW IM RAMBLING AND SEEM LIKE NONSENSE. I JUST SIMPLY TYPE OUT HOW I FEEL. SO IT MIGHT NOT MAKE MUCH SENSE. ITS OKAY. HAHAH. I'M NONSENSE AND CRAZY ALWAYS ANYWAY.
NOW NOW NOW DEANNA DEANNA DEANNA YOU NEED TO GO DO YOUR HISTORY.
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BYEBYE.

my love will get you home.

photos.

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there econs test tmr. i need to start.

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im tired.

PHOTATOES.

yeahh. here are the rest of the photos. actually just another 5 of them. but yeah. and EUNICE LIM YC! you left your white hairband at my house. you meant it when you say you'll leave sth in my house. LOL!

yeah. i look scary. but i was so tired. so pardon my eyes.

i was trying to touch up. and you see! this proves that i'm doing work okay. who say i slack slack slack one.

deanna in the working; gena in the looking. =.= lol.

:D after all, this is still the fav flag. uber cool.

yes. this is the tombstone that i was talking about. cool yeah!?

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It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart

Without saying a word,

You can light up the dark

Try as I mayI could never explain what I hear when

You don't say a thing

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The smile on your face lets me know tat you need me

There's a truth in our eyes saying you'll never leave me

The touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall

You say it best

When you say nothing at all..

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i really do mean it :D

deanna is a happy kid. ive all the reason to smile.

we did project today! and it was really sucessful thou we went crazy most of the time. maybe only gena went crazy. so its okay haha!. we did quite alot of work. but i forg0t to take the tombstone!!! its nice. we rock.

family flaggies!

i got too bored and started taking photos. LOL!

china. patrick flag!? haha.

north korea.! and my toe i think. HAHA! lol.

south korea.!

U.S.A!

and in the making. HAHA!

okay. im currently feeling tired. awww.

will upload more photos when i get them from eunice or siva's blog.

BYE!

THE WINNER TAKES IT ALL

winnie the pool! **points at yuanjun**

i really love carebears to the core. they are so freaking sute luh. plus there are like 20plus designs. so cool please? **hints hints** my bday soon. 4th july.lol. i like the biggest pink one. uber cute!~

photos from eons ago.

but wadever. ive big eyes. :)

nights.

DEPRESSED

went home feeling rather depressed today.
got back history and econs assignment. results aint good but at least there's sth bout each that i con be consoled about. for history there were ppl who got As and Bs but alot more got Us and Ss (like how i use to be last year). but i got E (which is better than alot alot more ppl in my class alr). im not happy with this result. and econs: i got like wad 18/32 when i should get 32/32 according to mrs roy. i just didnt add in the equilibrium price curve. it costs me 2 marks per graph. wad the?!?!? i lost 14 marks just based on that. so sad. but the only thing that made me feel better was the comment that mrs roy wrote on the top of my paper. "WELL ANALYSED. VERY IMPRESSIVE" but still, im so xintong to my 14 marks. :(

anyway, i've got a study rival now. i need to study.