FOR YOU

Im sorry

for what i have done

Im sorry

I wish I could take it back

I held your hand

I said id never let go

I gave you so many promises

That I could never keep

My hands were so weak

I was loosing grip

I tried to hold on

But in the end I let go

Im sorry

I wish I would have tried harder

Ive lost you somehow

I tried to find you

But you were nowhere to be found

I blame myself

It was all my fault

That you gave up

And all I can say is

Im sorry

For the pain that

Ive caused you

you hadnt left and i havent looked for you. but i know you will after so much hurt has been inflicted on you. and really, all i can say is sorry. i keep crying as i post this post. i know you will be reading it. all i wanna tell you is, whatever ive done, my heart to you was sincere and i really didnt wanna hurt you. and this, is the way i could protect you. one day you will get it.

its all coming into places

BRIAN CHENG!~ congrats! (: continue to rock on!

after waiting for him from his super long debrief, went to central to eat subway den went play pool.

haha! i bit his gold medal! (: and i was trying to pretend as a dragonboater. but apparently, i dun look like one from any angle.

gold medal! (: he is smiling like crap! haha!~ and we (zuopeng, joseph, jiajun, zuoxian, me) waited like idk wad for him cos the debrief was so long la!

and back to camp photos......

my instructor, din and his friend, dewey! (another instructor-kj's grp) (:

yeah! my group paiting on the last day. alex, iskandhar and me! (:

little india. its the first time i walked little india. haha! (:

and last but not least.. my tennis girls!!

i swear i would have died long ago in this camp if not for you girls.

on the last day while waiting for the bus to come...

on other days where we had nth to do due to the super slack schedule (:

in the bus on the way to kent ridge..

the camp was so much better cos of you girls. we bitch and everything with the sc ppl and zhenhao almost wanted to whack ppl up alr! HAHA (: hilarious. haha. yay. im finally complete with the pics (: say thankyou to me everybody. ROFL!

anw today went jogging early in the morning -.- den eat eat and eat all the way. SO FAT alr can! like pig now.

you made the difference.

good night world! (:

we are all so blessed.

hi world im back from the camp and i swear i almost died of boredom, anger, tolerance and wad ever there is. haha! but YAY! i made it back home. and i swear locals are still the best. and currently, i wanto go and sleep alr. cos sorting out the photos was utterly nonsensical. haha! three cheers for deanna!

im back late cos i went over to boat quay to find brian cheng yijin whom apparently won 2 gold medals. like finally. haha. YAY MAN BRO! haha! and i need a favour. and that is to make do with these photos first. somemore will be up soon (: i promise. deanna dun break promises! haha (:

i need to sleep. enjoy ehh. i'll sort out the rest of the photos >.<

nights ppl. IFC. my god.
haha! there was only fun when i was with tennis girls!)

rock on girls! N-Y-J-C! (:

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kaijia and i were complaining so much to each other okayy. haha!

my group at kent ridge park (:

my group at city hall mrt (:

roy! (: [you were late!!] haha (:

esther (:

tingting! she's so small! haha.

tingting again! (:

captain's bday! haha! (before going to camp; and sharon perfectly tricked her to come school earlier. )

EFFFFFED UP!!!!

i promised pictures but too bad ben xiao jie is feeling efffffed up! so no pics. next time maybe.

DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN! NO BLOODY THING IS WORKING OUT CORRECTLY! EFF LA! DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN! YOU WIN OKAY. HAPPY? YOU GOT ALL YOU WANTED AND YOU GOT EVERYTHING THAT BELONGED TO ME! HAPPY? YOU HAD YOUR PIECE SO GET OUT OF MY DAMN LIFE RIGHT NOW!! I SAY RIGHT NOW!

EVEN THE PRETTIEST FLOWER WITHERS

if you were the artist of this flower, you would have recognised it by now..


ohwell, went for dinner at cp and met the 3 guys there, and went to punggol park to talk talk and playground. haha! and i was like a kid without much childhood! but still lost to brian cheng at hopscotch! >.<

and apparently, the guys are trying to hang there.


me on the swing! i almost flew out! haha (:


see saw! (: with brian cheng! haha.


so tired after that hop scotch which i lost! >.<>


i can play playground okay!


yup and the day before, had training, which was like okay and went to get my black jeans tgt with cher and she was like so totally influenced to buy tgt with me (: YAYNESS.


and at night, had this qiu dao session, and i had to be dressed so formally! well, i was smart so i didnt really mind. HAHA (: and anyway! YAY! i have 2 bdays! (:


and kor just uploaded the pics of the night where we went prawning, thus, i will be uploading it soon. (if the pics are nice) HAHA!

and i might not be blogging for quite sometime after that cos i have this international friendship camp. so yeah. there goes my weekends. >.<
byebye peeps. and nights.

FEATURED!

i tell you! i wanto complain lor!
COMPASS POINT IS SUCH A HORRIBLE PLACE!

went there to eat lunch and while looking for seats with joseph and all. i was waiting for this seat and this freaking irritating ang moh was walking pass and just shuffed his butt into the seat immediately when the family left. WTH! i looked at him and he said he waited for 10 mins. wad the crap la. stared at him and his woman (phillipino according to pxjj). gimme that "i win" face. roll eyes and i walked away. DEN! went to tell korkor bout it. and ya'know wad! he still looking at me and gestering like i in the fault la. WTH. i look at him and said. "ya right." haha. joseph said i shoud have just stood there and cry and say he bully me damn loudly. ahha. but so bimbotic can. daddy said i should just say "disgrace" into his face loudly. haha. but i got my revenge. when getting my food, passed by him. and i just so happened to be telling mummy wad happened den i said. "korkor said wad kind of man is he?" super loudly. he heard. YAY! *****roll eyes.

and! daddy ate a bowl of noodles (koukee yong tau foo) for $6.10 and he told me to complain to forum online. but i guess my blog has more views so im complaining here instead.

such a horrible place correct? haha. so dun go there eat. horrible ppl too.

weee! but after that a night went to dhoby to eat just acia. (: wore the dress. jas!


went there to eat cos was mingyuan kor's bday on tuesday and my super sweet meimei went to make this at the play corner for him. so sweet right?


the cake..

ha and his mum. wonder why he smiling so happily. haha.

okay. other photos i dunno why cannot load >.<

and last night went to prawn! and i caught 5! haha.

my 1st prawn!

okay. tmr im going to buy herbs back so that i can cook herbal/drunkened prawns (: yayness. haha.

tmr got qiu dao. so yeah. going fo tang at night. now im so full. but i gotta feeling that im going get hungry really soon.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE! ang ming yuan!

goodnights (: