I THOUGHT I....

i thought i could get over him.. i thought i coud put everything behind me. i thought everything would be over so as long as i try hard enough to forget him.. but i guess, its all fake. i thought when i told jasmine that guys are whenever i really mean it. but its all not true. at the end of the day, i still miss him alot. not that ive not moved on.. but i still miss him alot. he still matters to me alot. and that i can understand why ryna can cry over he long broken up 3 years bf cos ultimately when you love someone deeply, you will need him. you will miss him no matter wad. now, im currently facing this predictcament. i once loved him alot. alot alot. until now, i wished that everything can return to how it is. i rmb how i wished time could stop at that time when we were so close, so loving. but now that its all over.. i dont know what to do. i reallt do not know what to do now. seriously...

I miss your hugs,

your tight, warm embrace.

Each one was different in it's own special way

.They never did fail to make my day.

Without you here, it's just not the same.

Your smile always was so bright,

So pure, so real, my guiding light.

A flash of that smile made everything right.

I wish we never had to say goodbye.

Your laughter was my favorite song.

I wish I could listen to it all day long.

An amazing ballad it is, you might say.

I'd hit the repeat button and let it play away.

I miss the way our lips would meet.

The carefulness of your touch, so kind, so sweet.

I'm glad it is you in which whom holds my heart.

You've had it since the beginning; since the very start.

Your eyes were my sun, my clouds, my sky.

One glance at them made me feel like I could fly.

The bright green stars show words we need not say.

One more look could've simply blown me away.

Your hands are the missing pieces to my puzzle.

When our meet, they fit perfectly together.

When joined, they create a beautiful picture.

I wish things could've stayed that gorgeous forever.

Your voice was my sea; so deep, so blue.

Soothing, calming, vibrant and true.

When you'd speak my name, my heart seemed to soar.

I always drowned in that beautiful chord.

The first kiss that day, beneath the stairs,

Erased all hints of doubt, erased all my cares.

From that day forward, I knew it was true.

From the moment we met, I knew it was you.

I miss you so much,And I need you now.

I hope I get to see you sometime soon.

I guess my dreams are as good as it's going to get until then.

I miss you.I need you.I love you.

i really hope to see you sometime soon. the times that we had are never going to come back. but i hope you will treasure and still rmb all the memories that we had like the way i am doing right now. eveywhere i go has your scent. everywhere that i go has you footprints. everywhere that i go has your images and whenever i go to familiar places that we used to, i could still feel you holding my hand..

that kind of feeling i know will never ever fade away. it went away for awhile but its back now. and even stronger.

i miss you. seriously. im missing you.