Come live in my heart and pay no rent.

"You can give without loving, but you can never love without giving."
have i given enough? have i loved enough?
is it time to stop giving? is it time for me to stop loving?

well im doing cousin's bday present and i have alot of thinking time as im doing it. its good in a way. i need to settle myself down to think and begin to trust myself again. that i am still able to make clear decisions.
i have to wake up from my foolish dream. he is not going to come back anymore! he is not going to return to your side no matter how hurt you are feeling, no matter how much you miss him. its all useless. its just a memory and it takes time to take everything away and you have to start everything afresh by then. there are so many more things to see. you dun need him to live! the angels in front of you will lead you the way and bring you back to the path of light. stop dipping yourself in those limited memories that only you bother to rmb! he has already forgotten everything. so must you. cos that is the only way you can move on! deanna lee you can do it! nth's too tough if you have the will and determination! let the broken puzzle be and start a new one. even if you manage to fix every single bit of the puzzle, there will still be missing pieces and the picture will never be complete. nth will be the same as before again no matter how hard you try and no matter how long you wait.. you get it?

what you have now are merely memories. so let it be and live your life. shine and make him regret losing you! SHINE ON DEANNA!

angels are waiting for me at the end of the road. i have a different purpose now.