if i matter to you. dun hurt me.

actually i didnt wanto blog anymore. cos blogging will make me think and when i think i tend to think too much :)

well, im fine and all. dun worry. i miss the old deanna. i know you guys miss it too.

anw im trying.

nights.
im sorry i have to leave you hanging this way. there are too many things that i cant make myself compromise with and there's absolutely no point arguing anymore. we had enough. of each other maybe. take care.

12+6 months. you didnt reply.

till i blog again.
bye and i love you guys till the end. no matter where i am, wad i do and what i've become.