well. lets start recapping wad has been happening the prev days. hmms. on one fateful night, we went to eat kfc and apparently yapyap has nth to eat. so he came home and ate the porridge. and y'know wad! i fried eggs for him okay. so sweet right. hees. i know (: so yeah. the pics of my beloved egg. looks nice and nice (: i think i can cook seriously.
see. so pretty right? (:
wheeeeeeeZ! this ends the first day of one part of my life (:
ytd went alot of places. but most importantly, this was wad i wore out. and its one of the dresses i bought from city plaza. (: happy again.
mei mei had this performance in amk library. so apparently we all went there. and while waiting for her to get ready in school, yapyap and kor kor went to play hop scotch. which obviously i didnt play cos i was wearing a dress and i didnt want to break my slippers. HAHA! (: its super funny i tell you. the way they play.enjoy laughing ba.
at amk library....................
the retarded brian didnt want to go db training, so he went to see a doctor to get mc! muahahaha! i just exposed you! yeah. den he met us at amk library. i look super duper uber ugly in this pic. i dun know why -.- >.<
me and ming han korkor.
oreo cheese cake!!!!!! (: chasing after you!
his eyes are so small i tell you (: muahaha!
why cant just yapyap smile nicer ):
after that cabbed down to kovan for lessons. den was supposed to go to pasir ris park. but apparently received an sms from dingy saying that he needed help for art. so i ended up going over to his place. aslam and wanyi were there too (: see. im so hard working. i was doing work okay.
now for the reason why i used that blog title. well. i had this strong feeling. that i want to go back to times where i didnt have this much. maybe i'm having much more than i used to. but i'm not exactly happy. so emo. i dunno. was surprise dingy actually looked for me. not that i say you cant. but really deja vu. seriously. hais. so wu nai. i wanna go back into your arms! I WANT I WANT! but im so scared its just another rash decision that i will regret like i did before. i know you'll always be there. you said you'll wait for me and i really trust you. but im scared. i cant stay committed after the previous breakup. its too traumatising for me. the one year relationship had hit me hard. and i cant seem to fall fully in love anymore. its now all so hard. i cant go back to wad i used to be. i cant.. and it hurts to hurt the ones that love you dearly over and over again.. im confused. >.<
another thing. im irritated from staying at home. i feel redundant. you have your sons. so i guess you duneed your daughter anymore? im not jealous. but just irritated. you said you;ll distant from them. you promised me that. but now wad? you're closer to them than anything else. i can ignore and dun bother them till they come to find me. i have enough guys going ard me to drive me crazy and nuts. seriously. hate it la. i dunno how to approach this problem. nth has been so hard for me to take. anyway. im gonna go out and have fun. plus im going to make myself as transparent as possible. get it?
i just got this from ryna's blog. seriously so me can.
JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. ( IM V APPROACHABLE PLZ) Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt and takes long to recover.im pissed. at this moment.
BYE!
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