you just made me cry for you again

number 1: i duneed to reply you.
number 2: you are not with me anymore.
number 3: i dun think you would miss me.
number 4: im not studying actually so dun act like you know everything.

you never fail to make me cry for you again and again. even up till now. after we have broken up for 4 months. i merely wanted to talk to you. but you treated me this way. when i said i missed you.i mean it and i dun ask for any returns. up till now.. i'll still think if you now and then. i'll still cry when i speak of you to my friends. even though i've moved on.. you're still within me. thouh i've moved on.. it does not mean that i have to forget you.. it doesnt mean that i have to forget the significance of the number 23. im hurt. crying. here. once again. cos of you.

i thought that now that we are over. you cant hurt me. but you still did. i said you changed. you said i caused you to change. you said you didnt really care. but i do. and that you still matter alot to me. not because of who you are.. but what you've gone through with me. i'll never forget. you are the one who taught me how to live. but now.. you're crashing me.

number 1: i will never cry for you again.
number 2: i will always rmb you asmy caring ex bf
number 3: i will never br tgt with you again.
number 4: yzh just died. he will forever live in my heart.

you love to put me into emotional wreakage.
"even if it mattered to me, it wouldnt have mattered much to you anyway." yes. i've gotten over you.but it does not mean that you are totally out of my head. bits and pieces of memories will never be erased. the kind of memories etched on me will be carried with me all my life. no matter where i go and what i do. and you still matter to me. alot.

this love. so much hurt. so much pain. loved you before. miss you always. never to love you again.
~ciaos