i have alot alot of things to say. but i guess they are too many alr. i cant tell anymore. i dunwan to blog bout how i feel towards someone whom i can never accept her again. i may talk to her. i may be in the same clique as her. but i know that im not going to treat her like the way i used to before. she broke everything. or maybe i broke everything. or everything was broken. things will never be the same anymore. i've come to realise that if i were to turn tables now.. not only things will become worse.. relationships will become worse.. we will all be affected during the exams. and i dun want that to happen to anyone.
but i still have to warn. if you know you're wrong and feels regretful for it. den dun bitch bout everything you can behind us. this is the last bad statement im gonna say. if everything has to be laid out so straight, theres no point to stay in he clique anymore.
anw today went back to zhss and zps. alot of memries came back to me. photos will be up another day. and.. i felt really good after ranting to kj about the friendship crisis that im facing. and you know.. it really feels so much better! although so much has happened between me and kj (sorry bout the friendlys time! really sorry!) i think she still knows me the most.. she understands the things i say without having me say everything. and i really like that feeling. when i felt there was sth wrong btw friends.. i stand back and look. its not like i never. and i'll give in unconditionally to make up for wad i've done wrong to make the other angry. NOTE: UNCONDITIONALLY! if one really treasures the friendship, THIS WOULD NOT BE THE WAY TO HANDLE IT. okay i cant control myself. she's (not kj) really pissing me off. tyvm for everyone's advice. but i guess, i'll never accept her again. i miss secondary school days where i am the problem and i can control eveything.
i wanna go back to where i came from too. but i'll step back. cos i wanto see you all smile. endurance in not enough for her. absolutely NOT. its unconditionally acceptance for the benefits of others. but once again, if you are to show that you dun care and all for one last time and hurt anyone else in the clique, dun blame me for giving you a peice of mind. plus. i got warn alr. dun say i bully you. cos i've accepted all the past things that you did. and now.. the ball is in your court. its up to you in how you wanna play it. right or not?
but i still have to warn. if you know you're wrong and feels regretful for it. den dun bitch bout everything you can behind us. this is the last bad statement im gonna say. if everything has to be laid out so straight, theres no point to stay in he clique anymore.
anw today went back to zhss and zps. alot of memries came back to me. photos will be up another day. and.. i felt really good after ranting to kj about the friendship crisis that im facing. and you know.. it really feels so much better! although so much has happened between me and kj (sorry bout the friendlys time! really sorry!) i think she still knows me the most.. she understands the things i say without having me say everything. and i really like that feeling. when i felt there was sth wrong btw friends.. i stand back and look. its not like i never. and i'll give in unconditionally to make up for wad i've done wrong to make the other angry. NOTE: UNCONDITIONALLY! if one really treasures the friendship, THIS WOULD NOT BE THE WAY TO HANDLE IT. okay i cant control myself. she's (not kj) really pissing me off. tyvm for everyone's advice. but i guess, i'll never accept her again. i miss secondary school days where i am the problem and i can control eveything.
i wanna go back to where i came from too. but i'll step back. cos i wanto see you all smile. endurance in not enough for her. absolutely NOT. its unconditionally acceptance for the benefits of others. but once again, if you are to show that you dun care and all for one last time and hurt anyone else in the clique, dun blame me for giving you a peice of mind. plus. i got warn alr. dun say i bully you. cos i've accepted all the past things that you did. and now.. the ball is in your court. its up to you in how you wanna play it. right or not?
you guys mean everything to me. rynaclarissajasminedaniel
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