these are tears my dear not water. TEARS

My heart frowns
My heart sways
My heart cries
My heart plummets down, down.
My heart doesn't know the meaning of happiness.
My heart only knows the meaning of pure misery.
You may wonder what ails my heart
The only answer to that can never be reveled.
If anyone knew the pain that surrounds my heart
That person may just want to cry, for they would know that the pain is one that can never be healed.
The pain is so beyond comprehension
The pain is so strong that it will never yield.
My heart has become like a plane that has lost all of it's engines
The only fate for it to undergo, is to plummet and end in a huge crash
Everyone on the flight screams for fear, but their destiny is one that will just end in explosion, no matter the panic they put up.
Just like that flight, that's how my heart feels.
It screams to be saved, but no savior will save it.
Its only destiny is to crash and burn.

I am depressed for no reason at all
I am depressed for everything in the world
Everything and nothing but not something
Everything in my life conflicts with one another
Everything is in complete chaos
My mind spins in every which direction with no where to go at all
Nothing is wrong
Nothing is bothering me
There is no cause for the chaos
Everything is complete chaos, and yet nothing is the cause
My life is twisted like a pretzel
It is twisted into huge knots never to be untied
Everything is tangled and nothing twisted it
It consists of everything and nothing, but not something

are we all borned to be fools? to be tricked and played abt by life again and again?
".........oh fool! i shall go mad......"
the almighty. faling into a bottomless pit. to weep in sorrow and despair.

~~falls apart.