1. today daddy came back from US and because he is working from home for a US company. and he is so going to stay at home all the time. this is hell. he will start nagging at me again. like again.
2. and because of my perfect dad -.- who is gonna be back, ihad to go to the damn airport to pick him. its ok on other days but why does it have to be today? kj, cher, py & weiL are studying in school! FOR NUTS I SHOULD BE THERE!
3. after struggling to breakfree from my old beautiful memories with him.. he comes back tday sddenly with all the shit again. im back to square one. from where i started. but now its different. i know i have my 0836. i know i have my tennis girls. i know i have whoever that is out there willing to hold me and support me. but it still hurts inside. but at least i get some confort afterall. BUT ITS STILL HELL thou.
4. and you know wad? they are camwhoring at night! i also want! he's like there can? stupid PPL! i hate everything. screw everything. (except some idiot who pei me online the whole day listening to me rant and talking nonsense from the double trauma. HAHA! you know who you are ba. thanks! muacks.)
5. im constantly being hurt by the damn ball that ying hua hits. no grudges to her but.. last sat she serve and hit my face in front of him, today she whacked the ball onto my back; some time ago kj whacked into my butt; and ever since i joined tennis, i've been hit by the damn ball for like (n) times. i tell you. aaron:"why you attract balls?" i really have no idea. i dun like attrating them either can?
okayy. enough of ranting. i just hope the days to come are so going to be better if not i'll just collaspe and die.
oh and today we really pissed coach off. he never talked to us so strictly before. he even pnished us with his own PT. SORRY COACH!
i still love tennis anyway.. muacks
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