well. ive decided to be a cactus. but all thanks to gena. im going to be a thornless one. what are the thorns for in actual fact? they are there as leaves to give food and life to the plant. without the thorns, the plant can only stay there and wait for the day of its death. i know i will die without these thorns, but why am i still willing to do so? its because of 1 simple reason. i dont want my thorns to hurt others. i dont want to prick others with my existence. i dont want to cause pain to others simply because i existed.
why a cactus.
a cactus is soft in actual fact. and right because of such a inborn weakness, it has developed thorns to protect itself. i am in fact, one with a soft heart, who constantly puts up walls to protect myself. to the extent that i will hurt others while trying to protect myself. i dont want to do that anymore. ive learnt. its within me to think for others first. i can never be happy even if i put up walls. ive learnt that my life was meant to give and not to take. god has put me in such a position that i will gain more by giving instead of the other way round. i finally understood but im still working on how i can make my life the most meaningful by working around my purpose.
i feel hopeful. but yet missing a part.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
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