yeep. this is me in co uniform. zhiwen took it from the other bus. so cool right! HAHAH!
these are some of the pics of our prac the day before syf. the last day that we bonded tgt with the same faith and determination of wad we want. thou the teachers always say that the result doesnt really matter. its that we have alr put on all our effort and made it thru tgt to the last day. we didnt give up. we went on stage and gave in our best. its the best that we could do. we really shone and we told the world wad we really are. the rumours out there arent wrong. we are really GOLD WITH HONOURS! :) saw from the CO blog that next wed we'll be having our celebration and the whole co will be going up to the stage to announce our pride and joy! YAYNESS! :) hahah.
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today had interview. didnt know wad to do. so i just said my piece and how i felt about co truthfully. :) there's service tonight. i hope to find a place for myself there where i know im not judged and i can really find peace to reflect and have faith in. but im still very tired. physically and emotionally. it isnt that easy to get over some things so easily. i still feel this emptiness within me. it has always been there even things seem to be the same. even if everythings back to normal, i know it isnt. and its really bothering me. i wanna be a nun and live life in tranquility. i wonder for how long more i can keep my cool like right now before i blow up again.
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tired. cried. tried.
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family. schoolwork. chinese orchestra.
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i cant seem to find a proper picture of myself smiling naturally and happily. at least not one that im happy with myself. its bothering me quite a bit. and im wondering why.
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theres so much work to do cos we've been missing lessons due to co pracs and rehearsals. now i eed to catch up with my work. its really piling up. deanna jiayou! focus on your studies. im sure you can do it like how CO managed to get Gold With Honours!
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