nostalgic.

looking back at whythis blog started.
it wad because i miss someone and hi's departure from my world was simply too hard for me to take it alone. i never understood how impt it was till then it was to express how we really feel. now as i read all those posts, those mold memories come back. and i've no idea how to handle them.
its so hard to say goodbye. even after 1 year.

sometimes we put up walls not to keep others away, but to see who cares enough to break them down. who shall?

time and time again this happens. when ever am i able to get out of this entirely? when will i be able to leave your world completely? when will you completely leave me alone? ><>

its time to say goodbye.

with sheer determination.

to look into my future.