is that the only option left now?

hi world, i just came baack from tennis training. okay was more at looking at ppl train. (girls know why) hmm. drizzling and even had to share courts with the teachers. so unfair. okay. later still have to go pick daddy from airport. super tempted to take pic of my new shirt but too lazy. so nvm. ohwell. im feeling a lil fffffed up here.

1. firstly, my resuls suck. 1 more damn year you know!
2. my mum attitudes me sometimes. and i dunno why. i think its cos of my super lousy results. tme gonna see mr S. hope he doesnt say anything that makes it worse. darn.
3. thirdly, i think cos of my super lousy results, im fading from my friends. i dunwan! must call me when go out okay!
4. i think my tennis skills are like shit now, i have no idea why. darn darn darn
5. well, its all becos of my super lousy results. damn it!
6. and lastly, i feel like dying. haha. so much about hsieh kunshan and his optimism and compassion, now i feel like dying. haha. i dunno if im serious, but im just ranting at this random thought.

deanna very dumb right? i know.

bye world.