FOR YOU

Im sorry

for what i have done

Im sorry

I wish I could take it back

I held your hand

I said id never let go

I gave you so many promises

That I could never keep

My hands were so weak

I was loosing grip

I tried to hold on

But in the end I let go

Im sorry

I wish I would have tried harder

Ive lost you somehow

I tried to find you

But you were nowhere to be found

I blame myself

It was all my fault

That you gave up

And all I can say is

Im sorry

For the pain that

Ive caused you

you hadnt left and i havent looked for you. but i know you will after so much hurt has been inflicted on you. and really, all i can say is sorry. i keep crying as i post this post. i know you will be reading it. all i wanna tell you is, whatever ive done, my heart to you was sincere and i really didnt wanna hurt you. and this, is the way i could protect you. one day you will get it.