do i love you cause you are beautiful?

its wasnt a very bad thing to do afterall. to let go of everything and tell myself its all just a dream..

went to school today! YAY! and idk why! clarissa lost her wallet once again in the same week! haiyo my dear arh! ahaha! dun emo alr lar!

and completed the thingy with mrs lim and she promised to call korkor really soon, as soon as she gets hold of the enrolment of this year.

so.. today, i went to econs and gp lecture. but the thing i really miss the most are my friends! i miss the way wg bickers and the way each and everyone reacts to it. so long since i went to lessons and did nonsensical stuff in class. >.<>

zhenhao (: attempting to train daniel.

daniel with that bird-face and ryna looking as 'innocent' as ever.. (:

as usual, our hair(s) would be in a mess (:

"When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares."

FREAKING COOL I SWEAR!

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THIS LIKE THE FINAL THINGY FOR THE MRT. SUPER DUPER COOL!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSEPH ANG GU NIANG!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSEPH ANG GUNIANG!~
hahah. was at pasir ris park ytd after lessons cos had to celebrate my cousin's bday.
had alot of foooooood! and mr yap planned games for him! and magic tooooo! i shall not elaborate on either! haha! im sure every one had loads of fun. so like as usual, im far too lazy give a wordy post since im not feelinf emo but yet happy now (: idk why (: YAY!


we had this basket ball for korkor. and everyone that came had to sign it and the prints on it happen to be the team that he liked best. so... YAY! (:

we were trying to act cool (pai mv) at the sea side. so yeah. haha. apparently, it failed.

i like the wind....

yay! i think that is my fav pose! (:

i like to take photo with him. cos i look very very uber small beside him!

team A!~

WOW!~ look at those boobs! lol.

me and ernest!

family photo! and mummy insisted on standing on the stone stool, refusing to admit her age. tsk. ahah! (:
(my aunt was attempting to kiss korkor!) and she kissed him 4 times that night! (:

all the youngster's grp photo! (:

our family photo! =P

korkor with flour over his face!

in the early stages of getting dirty....

spot the difference... l0l?

the 2 dirtiest person at the end of the day!

OMG! he is so freaking dirty and wet!!

YAY! our grp won! (:

.... hope you liked it (:

representing... the basket ball! (:

my present for korkor! (:

presenting all the presents....

now for the dirtiest awards for the night!

dirty king and dirty queen! joseph ang and gina sum!!!!!! (:

most ghostly award (awarded by joseph and brian) liyana & deanna! the nanas!!!

and haha! (: lastly. korkor! HAPPY BDAY ONCE AGAIN!

bing bang boom! you know when i say im telling the truth.

LOVER. BESTFRIEND. FAMILY

today was okay.
woke up late (as usual) and had to do house cleaning. hmmms. i even washed the toilet okay! i feel so incredible hao bu hao! haha (: now my toilet and room it uber clean alr! AND! most imptly, my darling went for a hair cut today and he look so cute. but the stylist said he might have an eye infection. omgg! >.<>


my little darling (: honey honey! (:

on the way to vivo for the hair cut (:

while cutting..

AND! cos of the tangle in his hair, the stylist had to pull the hair out by force and it hurt poodle so so so so much! and it hurts me too okay! so xintong lor. he was screeching lah >.<>

he looks so cute! (: so happy. went to dinner after that and had to discuss and do tmr's stuff. (:

its saturday tmr! YAY (:

Come live in my heart and pay no rent.

"You can give without loving, but you can never love without giving."
have i given enough? have i loved enough?
is it time to stop giving? is it time for me to stop loving?

well im doing cousin's bday present and i have alot of thinking time as im doing it. its good in a way. i need to settle myself down to think and begin to trust myself again. that i am still able to make clear decisions.
i have to wake up from my foolish dream. he is not going to come back anymore! he is not going to return to your side no matter how hurt you are feeling, no matter how much you miss him. its all useless. its just a memory and it takes time to take everything away and you have to start everything afresh by then. there are so many more things to see. you dun need him to live! the angels in front of you will lead you the way and bring you back to the path of light. stop dipping yourself in those limited memories that only you bother to rmb! he has already forgotten everything. so must you. cos that is the only way you can move on! deanna lee you can do it! nth's too tough if you have the will and determination! let the broken puzzle be and start a new one. even if you manage to fix every single bit of the puzzle, there will still be missing pieces and the picture will never be complete. nth will be the same as before again no matter how hard you try and no matter how long you wait.. you get it?

what you have now are merely memories. so let it be and live your life. shine and make him regret losing you! SHINE ON DEANNA!

angels are waiting for me at the end of the road. i have a different purpose now.