ITS THE TRUTH, IM TELLING YOU

i tried to look for you. but you aint there anymore.

i tried to let it all start over, but you wun let me anymore.

the ball in my court

"if i had a choice, i wished i never lived."

FOR YOU

Im sorry

for what i have done

Im sorry

I wish I could take it back

I held your hand

I said id never let go

I gave you so many promises

That I could never keep

My hands were so weak

I was loosing grip

I tried to hold on

But in the end I let go

Im sorry

I wish I would have tried harder

Ive lost you somehow

I tried to find you

But you were nowhere to be found

I blame myself

It was all my fault

That you gave up

And all I can say is

Im sorry

For the pain that

Ive caused you

you hadnt left and i havent looked for you. but i know you will after so much hurt has been inflicted on you. and really, all i can say is sorry. i keep crying as i post this post. i know you will be reading it. all i wanna tell you is, whatever ive done, my heart to you was sincere and i really didnt wanna hurt you. and this, is the way i could protect you. one day you will get it.

its all coming into places

BRIAN CHENG!~ congrats! (: continue to rock on!

after waiting for him from his super long debrief, went to central to eat subway den went play pool.

haha! i bit his gold medal! (: and i was trying to pretend as a dragonboater. but apparently, i dun look like one from any angle.

gold medal! (: he is smiling like crap! haha!~ and we (zuopeng, joseph, jiajun, zuoxian, me) waited like idk wad for him cos the debrief was so long la!

and back to camp photos......

my instructor, din and his friend, dewey! (another instructor-kj's grp) (:

yeah! my group paiting on the last day. alex, iskandhar and me! (:

little india. its the first time i walked little india. haha! (:

and last but not least.. my tennis girls!!

i swear i would have died long ago in this camp if not for you girls.

on the last day while waiting for the bus to come...

on other days where we had nth to do due to the super slack schedule (:

in the bus on the way to kent ridge..

the camp was so much better cos of you girls. we bitch and everything with the sc ppl and zhenhao almost wanted to whack ppl up alr! HAHA (: hilarious. haha. yay. im finally complete with the pics (: say thankyou to me everybody. ROFL!

anw today went jogging early in the morning -.- den eat eat and eat all the way. SO FAT alr can! like pig now.

you made the difference.

good night world! (:

we are all so blessed.

hi world im back from the camp and i swear i almost died of boredom, anger, tolerance and wad ever there is. haha! but YAY! i made it back home. and i swear locals are still the best. and currently, i wanto go and sleep alr. cos sorting out the photos was utterly nonsensical. haha! three cheers for deanna!

im back late cos i went over to boat quay to find brian cheng yijin whom apparently won 2 gold medals. like finally. haha. YAY MAN BRO! haha! and i need a favour. and that is to make do with these photos first. somemore will be up soon (: i promise. deanna dun break promises! haha (:

i need to sleep. enjoy ehh. i'll sort out the rest of the photos >.<

nights ppl. IFC. my god.
haha! there was only fun when i was with tennis girls!)

rock on girls! N-Y-J-C! (:

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kaijia and i were complaining so much to each other okayy. haha!

my group at kent ridge park (:

my group at city hall mrt (:

roy! (: [you were late!!] haha (:

esther (:

tingting! she's so small! haha.

tingting again! (:

captain's bday! haha! (before going to camp; and sharon perfectly tricked her to come school earlier. )