THE DAYS ARE DRAWING NEAR

ITS INTENSED CO PRACTISING NOW.
AND ALOT OF TIME HAS BEEN SPENT IN SCHOOL PLAYING THAT BIG INSTRUMENT AND GETTING MY HAND ALL SORED AND BLISTERED. IS IT ALL WORTH WHILE? I DONT KNOW EHH. ITS REALLY TAKING UP ALOT OF TIME AND TAKING UP ALOT OF ENERGY. TIRED AND ALL. IS IT ALL WORTHWHILE?
TODAY ZHONGHUA CO WENT FOR THEIR SYF. WENT BACK THAT DAY AND I REALISED THAT THEY WEREN'T AS GOOD AS I THOUGHT THEY WOULD BE. BUT I STILL HOPED THEY COULD HELP US TO ACCOMPLISH OUR HOPE OF GETTING GOLD WITH HONOURS. BUT WELL, IN THE END, THEY GOT GOLD. JOB WELL DONE ANYWAY. YOU GUYS DID YOUR BEST ALR. MM.
NOW THAT WE'VE COME SO FAR.. THERE'S REALLY NTH MUCH TO FALL BACK ON ANYMORE. I HAVE TO CHIONG. THAT ALL I CAN DO. EVEN ITS VERY TOUGH AND TIRING, AND ALL THE BLISTERS HURT TIME AFTER TIME, EVEN MY HAND SHIVERS WHEN WRITING AFTER PRACTICE, I HAVE TO DO IT. CAME THUS FAR. MAYBE MUSIC, CO IS MY WAY OF LIFE INSTEAD OF TENNIS I GUESS. MAYBE I NEVER BELONGED TO THE SPORTS KIND. HAIS. NOW THAT IM IN CO, I FIND THAT IM APPRECIATED, I FIND THAT IM MORE COMFORTABLE HERE. I KNOW I'M IN THE RIGHT PLACE NOW. I SHALL DO MY BEST IN THIS SYF. IM THE BASS SOLOIST YOU KNOW! HAHA!
SOMETIMES WE HAVE TO DEPEND ON OURSELVES TO ACHIEVE OUR GOALS. MUST DEPEND ON MYSELF TO GET GOLD WITH HONORS MYSELF. NANYANG CO MUST JIAYOU. THERE;S SO MUCH I CAN DO. BUT I THINK IF I CAN SETTLE MYSELF AND CELLO SECTION, IM CLOSER TO MY GOAL ALR. THIS IS NOT JUST MY PERSONAL BUT GOALS OF ALOT OF PPL AS WELL. MUST JIAYOU!
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WELL TMR IS A FATEFUL DATE FOR ME. BUT I WILL NOT BE AFFECTED BY IT. 2 YEARS AGO WE WERE COUPLE. I YEAR AGO, I WAS CRYING FOR YOU TO BE BACK. AND THIS YEAR, WE ARE CLEARLY IN OUR OWN WAYS WITH OUR OWN LOVES. AND THAT, TO ME IS STH CONSOLING I GUESS. AT LEAST I'M HAPPIER NOW. I HAVE SOMEONE TO LEAN ON. I HAVE SOMEBODY TO DEPEND ON. I DONT HAVE TO TRY STAND ON MY OWN, I DONT HAVE TO FALL ALONE. I DONT HAVE TO FEAR BEING ALONE ANYMORE. FOR A MOMENT LIKE THIS.. I GUESS THIS HAS BEEN THE BEST TIME EVER. I'VE GOT OVER YOU AND IM NEVER GOING TO FEAR THE COLD NIGHT LIKE I USED TO ANYMORE.
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NOW, ALL I HAVE TO CONCENTRATE IS TO GET MY STUDIES RIGHT, BALANCE IT UP PROPERLY WITH SFY, JAPAN TRIP, FAMILY, FRIENDS AND EMOTIONS. IM FEELING POSITIVE NOW. YES. HAPPY ME. I HAVE A GOAL AND I KNOW HOW TO GET IT ACCOMPLISHED. YES.
OH DID I SAY? I'LL BE GOING TO JAPAN KYUSHU FOR JAPAN TRIP WITH CO DURING THE JUNE HOLS. SO YUPP. HAPPY HAPPY. NEVER BEEN THERE BEFORE. EXCITED. VERY EXCITED (:
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I KNOW IM RAMBLING AND SEEM LIKE NONSENSE. I JUST SIMPLY TYPE OUT HOW I FEEL. SO IT MIGHT NOT MAKE MUCH SENSE. ITS OKAY. HAHAH. I'M NONSENSE AND CRAZY ALWAYS ANYWAY.
NOW NOW NOW DEANNA DEANNA DEANNA YOU NEED TO GO DO YOUR HISTORY.
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BYEBYE.