Sunday, June 7, 2009

feelings left untouched.

concert ytd was okay. but i fell cos i was too busy looking into my phone. tripped over the steps and i fell. now theres a big bruise on my knee >.<>

very tired. bruise very pain. ouch.

can you walk holding my hand? i dont want this.

Saturday, June 6, 2009

NICHOLAS NGERN

he bully meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

although i alr freaking tired from everything that has happened today. i went service today btw! so proud of me huh :) yeah. tired. and here he comes telling me he is at club/bar. "you too young.. if not i bring you come drink and DANCE" omg. you know how desperate i am to dance alr. den he sill purposely say such stuff. hmph! dont like yoU!

"lunar.. going to my usual hangout at gotham"

crap. i wanto go. nvm. i'll be 18 after LTC! NN you wait! HAHAH!

cant believe it. but i actually told him i was going to bitch about him here. HAHHA! so i bet you will be reading this right! yes! you PIG! always go drink drink drink. fat alr luhh.

very tired. falling asleep. dont wanto care bout that I***** alr! bleh!

**sticks out tongue.

nights.

Thursday, June 4, 2009

so hot. i like. i want.


alone in the house. no deep thinking; no deep reading. all i did was to browse websites and tv shows. i had all the time in the world to get food, to get wool, to do anything and everything. but i chose to sit at home and do nothing. really nothing.
i wanto dance! someone pleaseeeeeee ask me go and dance. i am rotting -.-
pretty to the max. hot. i also want.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Approaching Each Day.

i woke up early today; excited at all i get to do before the clock strikes midnight. my job is to choose what kind of day i am going to have:

today i can complain because the weather is rainyor i can be thankful that the grass is watered for free.

today i can feel sad that i dont have more money or i can be glad that my finances encourage me to plan my purchases wisely and guide me away from waste.

today i can grumble about my health or i can rejoice that i am alive.

today i can lament over all that my parents didnt give me when i was growing or i can feel grateful that they allowed me to be born.

today i can cry because roses have thorns or i can celebrate that thorns have roses.

toady i can mourn my lack of friends or i can excitedly embark upon a quest to discover new job relationships.

today i can whine because i have to go to work or i can shout for joy because i have a job to go to.

today i can complain because i have to go to school or eagerly open my mind and fill it with knge and adventure.

today stretches ahead of me, waiting to be shaped, and here i am, the sculptor who gets to do the shaping. what today will be like is up to me. and i shall decide what kind of day i shall have.

how shall i live tomorrow.

i got this from the booklet in LTC and i think its really very good. i liked the roses and thorns best :)

Monday, June 1, 2009

FAT FAT FAT


IM EATING AGAIN. MACS DELIVERY.