WORK HARD 0836, HELLO 0937

DISCO NIGHT WAS DAMN HIGH. THOUGH WAS BANNED FOR COMPETITION, I DANCED LIKE CRAP. SO! YEAH! IM HAPPY. AND SEBASTIAN, NOT THE DISGUSTING ONE. ANOTHER ONE FROM MY CLASS. SAW THIS ON HIS BLOG. WENT TO DO. QUITE ACCURATE THOUGH.

"I WONDER IF YOU KNOW
WHY WE GLORIA ARE SO PRO
WHEN YOU SEE US AND YOU MEET US
DEN YOU KNOW WHY WE SO PRO
WHY SO PRO AHH
PRO PRO PRO PRO"

OKAY. THIS IS THE RESULT. IM A SEVEN.

Sevens are extroverted, optimistic, versatile, and spontaneous.

Playful, high-spirited, and practical, they can also misapply their many talents,

becoming over- extended, scattered, and undisciplined.

They constantly seek new and exciting experiences,

but can become distracted and exhausted by staying on the go.

They typically have problems with impatience and impulsiveness.

At their Best: they focus their talents on worthwhile goals,

becoming appreciative, joyous, and satisfied.

Basic Fear: Of being deprived and in pain
Basic Desire: To be satisfied and content—to have their needs fulfilled

Enneagram Seven with a Six-Wing: "The Entertainer"
Enneagram Seven with an Eight-Wing: "The Realist"

Key Motivations: Want to maintain their freedom and happiness,

to avoid missing out on worthwhile experiences, t

o keep themselves excited and occupied, to avoid and discharge pain.

I THINK ITS QUITE ACCURATE. REALLY WAD.

OKAY. I HAVCE A FUN CT.

AND IT WASNT AS BAD AS I THOUGHT.

JOB WELL DONE MUSTAFA! DANCING KING EH! THANK ME MAN! HHAHA!

WE ROCK. AND ROCK ON!

LOVES.

I FOUND SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS HOW I FEEL. BUT WE'LL ALL BE STRONG. RIGHT?

HAHAH.

GOODNIGHT MY LOVES AND DARLINGS!

YOU CAN CHOOSE HOW YOU LOOK AT IT.

HERE ARE THE PHOTOS FROM THE DIFFRENT OCCASIONS DURING THIS CHINESE NEW YEAR THAT I OWED EVERYONE FOR A VERY VERY LONG TIME! (:

FAMILY GATHERING CUM GAMBLING SESSION WITH MY BIG FAMILY! :D

STEAMBOAT AT MY PLACE WITH MUMMY'S FRIENDS! (:

STEAMBOAT AT AUNTIE MIKO'S PLACE! :D

LION DANCE AT MY PLACE!! :D

the mess left after the lion dance left! hahah (:

GOOD NIGHTS FOLKS.

EARN YOUR RESPECT

MY FISH! I CAUGHT IT AND FOUGHT IT MYSELF! (:

WENT FISHING TODAY.

WAS PISSED QUITE TODAY IN TE MORNING. BUT AS A MATTER OF FACTLY THAT I CAUGHT A FISH WITHOUT SOMEONE THERE. I FELT SO HAPPY ALR (:

TMR'S ORIENTATION. GOOD LUCK DEANNA. HAHA (:

I STILL YET TO UPDATE THE PHOTOS FOR YTD'S FAMILY GATHERING. WOW. HAD FUN.

NIGHTS (:

TELL ME ITS NOT TRUE

IVE BEEN IN SCHOOL AS A J1 STUDENT FOR 1 WEEK.
BEING TGT WITH THEM WAS FINE. NO ONE REALLY KNEW ANYONE AND I DONT REALLY FEEL ANYTHING BEING AN REPEAT STUDENT.

TODAY, I WENT TO FIND MY J2 FRIENDS. AND THINGS I SAW, HEARD AND HAPPEN TO KNOW REALLY STRUCKED ME.

SOMETIMES, I UNDERSTAND WHY SOMEONE ALWAYS GETS ANGRY OR ATTITUDES US. ITS REALLY NOT A NICE FEELING HAVING TAKEN FOR GRANTED. AND ITS EVEN MORE OBVIOUS AND I EVEN TOOK NOTICE OF HINTS THAT HE WAS TRYING TO TELL US. SOMETIMES, I CAN REALLY UNDERSTAND WHERE HE IS GETTING AT. I DARE TO SAY THIS HERE, RIGHT NOW, COS IVE BEEN THRU IT. AND YES. SOMETIMES HE MIGHT BE OVER SENSITIVE, BUT WE SHOULD BE MORE SENSITIVE TOWARDS HIM ALSO. I DUNNO WAT HAPPENED. BUT I THINK SOMETIMES WE SHOULD ALL REFLECT ON HOW WE TREAT ONE ANOTHER AND HW WE TREAT HIM. IF FRIENDSHIP IS BUILT ON HYPOCRACY AND TOLERANCE, ITS EASY TO BE BROKEN. BUT IF ITS BASED ON ACCEPTING WHO HE OR SHE THE PERSON IS, NO MATTER WAD THAT PERSON HAS BECOMED, WE WILL ALL BE ACCEPTANCE OF HE OR SHE.
I REALLY DONT LIKE THAT FEELING.
"EH! FASTER. WE DONT HAVE A LOT OF TIME TO WASTE HOR" IN CHINESE. IT HIT ME PRETTY HARD. I FELT.. WAS I NEEDED, DO I NEED TO PUT MYSELF INTO THIS POSITION? AT TAT MOMENT, I WANTED TO CRY AND WALK AWAY FROM THE ROOM. BUT I TOLD MYSELF. MAYBE IT WASNT INTENTIONAL. DEN I SMILED. BUT ITS STILL HERE WITH ME. YES. I KNOW THAT YOU ALL ARE BUSY AND TO YOU ALL, IM JUST SLACKING WAITING FOR TIME TO COME TO ME WHILE YOU ALL HAVE NOT ENOUGH TIME TO DO EVERYTHING! BUT RMB, I DIDNT CHOOSE THIS. I DIDNT WANTO BE IN THIS POSITION. I OF COS, MORE THAN YOU DO WANT TO BE WITH YOU GUYS. AND IT JUST HURTS ME TO SEE HOW HAS IT ALL BECOME.
I FEEL THAT ITS BETTER FOR ME TO BE ALONE, MOST OF THE TIME. ITS REALLY MAKES ME A HAPPIER PERSON. THAN TO BE WITH FRIENDS WHOM I CANT BE MYSELF ANYMORE. I USED TO BE SO HAPPY WITH YOU YOU AND YOU. BUT ITS ALL CHANGING. AND I GUESS I HAVE TO ACCEPT THIS FACT THAT WE ARE ALL DRIFTING. BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY, I CAN ONLY HAVE MYSELF TO BLAME. FOR NOT WORKING HARD ENOUGH, FOR NOT PUSHING MYSELF ENOUGH TO STAY WITH YOU GUYS.
I WOULDNT WANT TO LOSE ANY OF MY FRIENDS ANYMORE. BEEN THERE. DONE THAT.
AND K. I DUNNO WHY ARE YOU SO HOSTILE TOWARDS ME. IT WAS NTH PERSONAL TILL IT COULD AFFECT OUR FRIENDSHIP. IF YOU ARE READING THIS. I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I STILL TREASURE YOU. YOU. I SERIOUSLY MEAN YOU. IT NEVER APPEARED TO ME THAT I COULD CONFESS HOW MUCH I NEEDED MY FRIENDS. BUT YES. UP TILL NOW, EVEN I SAW THOSE HOSTILE EYES OF YOURS THIS AFTERNOON, IM STILL HERE WITH OPEN ARMS AND TO TREAT YOU WITH SINCERITY AS MY VERY VERY GOOD FRIEND AGAIN.
AND.. LASTLY. IM SAYING THIS NOT TO BE PITIED. I REALLY DONT NEED ANY PITY. BUT JUST KNOW THAT I AM VERY CONCERNED BOUT DRIFTING WITH ALL OF MY DEAR FRIENDS. ITS SOMETHING THAT I NEVER WANTO LOSE.

I BEGIN TO THINK MORE THIS YEAR. MAYBE ITS BECOS SO MANY THINGS HAVE HAPPEN. MAYBE BECOS IVE FINALLY TASTED THE FIRST FAILURE OF MY LIFE. MAYBE.. BUT ONE THING DOESNT CHANGE.

I REALLY DO TREASURE AND LOVE ALL THAT IS ARD ME. FOR SURE.

YOU KNOW HOW TO SEE IT.

FIRST DAY IN SCHOOL

FIRST DAY IN SCHOOL TODAY WAS FINE.
NOTHING REALLY MUCH.

BUT IVE DECIDED TO REALLY PIAH MY THIS YEAR. ITS NOW OR NEVER.

AND I GOT MY PHONE BACK. SO THOSE PPL WHOM I TRUST WITH MY NUMBER, I WOULD HAVE ALR SENT YOU A MSG TO NOTIFY ALR (:

BASICALLY MY COM CRASHED, SO I CANT UPLOAD ANY PICTURES!
SO WHEN YOU ATART EEING PICTURES WOULD MEAN THAT LAPPY CAME HOME SAFELY ):

BHEYS
I'LL UPLOAD ALL THE PHOTOS SOME OTHER TIME. AFTER MY DARLING COMES HOME.