the wall is my best friend

today had first training. i only suddenly rmbed ytd that i had training. stupid ehhh. anw had a tedious training today. the PT totally killed me. i almost died i swear. soooooooo tiring. anw bathed in school taday and den went to makan at j8 pizza hut with tennis girls. ate a whole lload. sinful. HAHA! so once again, there're photos to elaborate on wad happened. HAHA. well its true when they say when kj is ard, there will always be camwhoring. oh anw. after that wanted to watch movie but i dunno why. link link link den they say wanna come my place. okay lor. HAHA. so at my place. watched snakes on a plane and makan and majong. so yeah. let the pics do the talking now. im feeling so so so so tired from all that training. OH and the blog title. was inspired from coach! he said that the wall would be our best friend if we didnt have one. so yeah, here it goes..


shireena's special tea! dare drink?




group photo! and ya'know wad? captain's newest line.
MAC asks,"you sure can see us?"
captain replies,"dun care. just smile."
LOL! super funny i swear! cant stop laughing man. HAHAHAHAHA!





qin yi se! so cool!

so blur. so sad. sadded.

im soooooooo tired. i dunwan to elaborate anymore ler. HHAHAHA!
nights peeps.
see ya in school tmr! im so going to go school. pon for wad sia?

dickens = nutcase

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i've decided to edit this post cos i dunwan to retardedly post another short post. its just so not me. deanna here. wants to say that. i feel like dying. im having really a bad headache and it seems to hurt so so so so much i tell you. im sorry darren lee yong qiang! SORRY SORRY SORRY. gets on with life (: we have to! okay

dickens is crazy and he is driving me crazy and im driving darren crazy. i wonder where it continue to links. hais. im just so down! idk wad to say alr la!

goodbye!~

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this is really me okay! im just a little bored and insane. insanity is good. studying is good too. emo is good as well. its really good for the mental health. HAHA!

iim wondering. how did charles dickens come up with such a boring book! he must have suffered 100times as much while writing that book man! im not reading the text. just gonna highlight and quote the text. im just reading thru the summary and its killing me. like seriously. ohmytianah. how the hell did anyone manage studying it all man. pls teach me. LOLx.

apparently suffering from still quite a bad headache from ytd. slept. but i guess not enough. theres this disgusting line on my forehead. idontknowwhy. its so damn pain. just talked to bi on the phone. seems well. doing well in his lab and all. jiayou lo. HAHA! he asked me to jiayou and i said ok. HAHA and im blogging here now. idk why again.

GG. lit = die. eh plsplspls not i dunwan to study hor. i download all the bloody notes alr. den so boring! and its so repetitive. im feelinf crazy now. IWANTMYLUNCH! >.<>

argh. this is crap.

lalalalalala. now you see how lit makes one insane. king lear's insane but he doesnt make ppl insane. but ppl like pip. yeah he does make me go a little haywire. oh. really. haywire. what elses there? magwitch, joe, estella, havisham, jaggers.... etc. haha. if you notice, im trying very hard to revise a little here. pip goes to london -.- lol. yeah but he went. he regretted. he didnt exactly regretted did he?

okay this is going so idk where. oh anyway im so excited bout the halloween thingy and clarissa's place. night safari. idk if going not. but night safari like very scary ehh. ex somemore. haiyo. hmmms. just dun tell me i dun need to dress up can alr. head pain sia. haha! and i just rmbed sth. i havent been smiling like i used to for a very very long time. REALLY. make me smile like i used to and i'll be very very grateful to you. HAHA! ok.

im seriously not feeling well. cant think properly. i guess you can tell. bye. pip's calling me. LOL.

i'll blog again.

deanna cares more than she seems to..

I'M YOUR VENUS, AT YOUR DESIRE

despite of not really feeling very well, still went for the class at plaza singapura. which was missed during the bday. went for the replacement class but having ended up missing fo tang. theres nth perfect i guess. somehow i have to give up sth for sth ba. weigh lo. well. at least i get to eat some meat la seriously. if not i will really faint sia..
well, as promised, this is one of the shirts that i bought that day! tgt with my new bag. sooooo pretty can.
yeps. now for the nice nice photos first. later den for the scary part which scared the hell outta me.



i like the background!


YAYNESS!
went food court to eat after that. and godknowswhy, while me and meimei was queing for the food, i felt faint and giddy and dizzy and i do not know wad. wanted to puke and all. oh man. at that moment i thought i was going to die. but haha. apparently i didnt. thats why im still here to blog. but seriously enough, i thought i was going to die. and it scared the h-e-l-l out of me. ohmytian.
i hurried back to the table with 2 hot bowls of souphoping that i dun faint as i walk. my hands alr trembling. finally reached the table. den blacked out for like 5 seconds. when i looked up again. daddy said i was very pale. oh my gawd! scary right. ate abit. den felt better alr. (:
so the conclusion is, deanna is fine now (: so dun worry so much alrights.

yeps. i shall see when i can wear the clothes i bought den i can take pics to show y'all!
time to sleep, watch tv and study abit of lit. i mean it. abit.
haha!
b-y-e--p-e-e-p-s love YA!

fhotoes! potatoes!

yay! group photo. hmms. but where is yapyap??!? ):

now that he said that the evil monster was killed for me alr. i guess everything is alright. but just at that time, i fell seriously ill. like ZOMG! i was having fever up till 40 degrees la! and most importantly, i still have one last promo paper on tuesday! laater fever till i become stupid how?!???! oh anyway. my conclusion is that, i am still quite smart given that i can still rmb there is a paper then. haha. im feeling much better now. thanks to those who are REALLY concerned. i might have not replied yousms cos i was to weak to do so. im now only feeling a little gidddy now and than. nth much ler. thanks so much. BACK to the point, now that there is no more monster, i can finally happily post these photos! this post is image heavy. so.. BEWARE! haha. nah. enjoy man.


bryan tgt with his owner, brian. HAHA! dun you think they look alike? wanted to get the pool suit de. bt dun have. so went for the next. dragonboat. also dun have. so irritating. so gotta him the next choice, basketball. and holding a banana on the other hand! hope he hugs it to sleep (:

this was when before the party started. when the buffet came and everyone started eating and eating. whee. im caught in action drinking instead. LOL

apparently he was trying to block my cam. but too bad. i have a fexible body. YAY!
when deanna wants to win, she will win anytime. bear this in mind oh!

okay. wait let me try rmbring their names. head from left to right: sunny, eric, weixiang, junyang, jiajun (:
YAYNESS! i rmb!


me, yapyap, mummy and minghan korkor!

just look at the pretty cake. it made everyone jealous like i do not know what you know! HAHA!
and now look at my face. its all covered by flour!! so disgusting! ohmytianah!

cheeseeee!
look at my hair plsssssssss. look like bai fa mo nu right? now you believe me.

thankyou!

just look at the photo. who has the whitest hair man. if there were such awards for that night, me and yapyap will surely win.

i really dunno how to describe alr. see my pretty brown hair. hais. so ugly.


yupyups. thats about all.
till i update again lo!

NO MORE MONSTERS! YAYNESS!
bye

WHAT HURTS THE MOST

well. this song. what hurts the most. shall be the featured song for this period of time. i really like the lyrics. and i feel it so close to my life. when sth is gone, you can never get it back or become the way you used to have it.. i hope you guys would like it too. enjoy (:

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let 'em out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most was being
so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have beenAnd not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

I'm saying that loving you
That’s what I was tryin' to do